My life is living hell right now . I can't take it anymore . I wanna run away . My dad treats me like a dog while my sister is the princess, he hates me, I don't know why he hates me ! And Im tired -_-''

I don't want to have to deal with this anymore because it's not fair what my stupid idiot father is doing to me . I wanna go up to him and tell him " look me in the eye and tell me you hate me" then maybe I'll feel a little bit better .

I want to know if he truly hates me . And prove it too . . . I wanna bring a knife to my throat right in front of his face and ask him " If i killed myself right now would you cry ?" And cut my throat just a little bit then see if he stops me or if he cares . . .


. . . Morbid thoughts huh ? Yea well i think about these things :/